SEASONAL Friends

 

I HAVE REALIZED BETWEEN SEASONAL FRIENDS AND FRIENDS FOR LIFE!!! A FRIEND OF MINE THAT I THOUGHT WAS A FRIEND FOR LIFE IS REALLY A SEASONAL FRIEND!!! I REMEMBER WHAT TYLER PERRY SAID ABOUT SAESONAL FRIENDS:" THOSE THAT ARE SEASONAL FRIENDS LET THEM GO THOSE THAT ARE THE ROOTS OF A TREE YOU KEEP!" I'M TRYING TO GO BY THOSE WORDS BUT IT HURTS. MY FRIEND HAS BEEN THERE FOR ME THROUGH THICK AND THIN UNTIL THIS PAST WEEKEND. HER ACTIONS TOWARD ME I REALIZED THAT SHE WAS A SEASONAL FRIEND THAT I WOULD HAVE TO LET GO. SHE TELLS ME THAT SHE IS GOING TO CALL AND NEVER DOES AND I HARDLY SEE HER ANYMORE EVEN WHEN SHE IS IN TOWN. AND I REALIZED SOMETHING ELSE THAT I DON'T HAVE ANY FRIENDS THAT ARE ROOTS JUST SEASONAL!!! THERE WAS ONLY ONE FRIEND THAT I HAD THAT WAS THE ROOTS BUT SHE DIED IN 06 AND I MISS HER VERY MUCH!!!! SHE WAS THERE FOR ME LISTENED TO MY PROBLEMS AND HELPED ME THROUGH THEM! AND I MADE THE MISTAKE THAT THE FRIEND THAT I HAVE NOW WAS A  REPLACEMENT FOR MY LOSS AND THAT SHE WAS THE ROOT. OBIVILISLY NOT!!! I THINK THE ONLY ROOT FRIENDS  THAT I HAVE IS MY FAMILY, DOGS AND MY COMPUTER!!! I THINK THIS IS SAD BUT I KNOW WITH THE GRACE OF GOD I WILL RECOVER!!! I'M A LIBRA AND IT'S VERY HARD NOT TO HAVE A BALANCE OR ROOTED FRIENDS!!!

tigeressnova75 tigeressnova75
46-50, F
Feb 27, 2009