My Secret Idea Of Killing Myself

I want to have one wild weekend with someone who also chooses to end her or his life. I want to do things I haven't done for a long time. A couple of drinks, unprotected sex with (a) stranger(s), etc.and then walk into the ocean together. Or toss a coin and the person who wins strangles the other and then hangs his or her sef.

Not sure when I am going to do it. Not now, can take a couple of months, maybe a couple of years, but is the way I want to go. Death shouldn't come unexpected and also shouldn't be a slow process of hospitalization, aging etc....
wimnj wimnj
51-55, M
1 Response Nov 26, 2012

If you really want that to happen, then I hope your wishes are fulfilled.