New Beginnings

Letting go, letting a person be free, saying it doesn't work and I honestly want you to be happy. I want to be happier also. I've been living with this a while now. The hardest part is learning how to protect my heart in the future. Protect not barricade. Barricading is easy but self destructive. I need to be strong enough to allow another person in and still feel safe. I have this picture of my heart. It's wrapped in what looks like delicate gauze. This covering is soft yet deceptively strong and feels like it could stop a bullet. I can open and close it at will. For now I'll keep this picture with me to help me feel safe until my heart has strengthened on its own. I can see the light at the end of this tunnel. I can almost touch it.

warmsmyheart warmsmyheart 51-55, F 6 Responses Oct 14, 2009

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Thank you LCWC. It is so hard to "accept and move on."

Thank you all for caring.

A real hard decision to put a stop and let go and realize it's the end..a heart knows it's calling and when the right person makes it beat fast.Fence will drop.

It truly is hard to accept and move on..maybe still be friends..pray for you..

Thank you Candy. I am very touched to have loving friend.

I am very appreciative.

Your heart is loved here and many of your friends hold you in their hearts.Xo cAnDy

Until it's held by one special one..we all save each other.

Thanks Luv. I honestly can see the light at the end.

I am so happy to hear this warms. That is wonderful..