I See Things...

I used to put it off as just something I was just making up. Something that I was seeing, but that wasn't really there (well, it sort of it, but I mean something that I'm convincing myself I see). I used to say that "seeing things" wasn't possible because that would make me even more of a laughing stock at school than I already was. However, I know now (as I have for a long time now) it's not just nonsense. It's real...

I see things out of the corner of my eyes and try to forget about them, but they are making me paranoid. I also been having premonitions nearly my entire life (since 3rd grade). I'm not sure why I've been chosen to be so in touch with this side of myself while others are not, but honestly, I don't think it's a "gift". I think it's something anyone could do if they could figure out how. I just believe that some people are more susceptible to it than others. I think this because I have been able to do this for nearly my whole life, but the last few years my encounters have been nearly nonexistent, then (starting in January, as if it were one of my New Years Resolutions or something) they came back more intense than ever, but then settled down until last month.

It's weird but it's true. I'm just glad I'm not alone.

♥ Jessica ♥
ExclusivelyJess ExclusivelyJess
18-21, F
Jul 10, 2010