I find it very hard to focus and I see simple things as very complex. My mind races at night and the noise in my head only fades when I put it on paper. I can try to drown out the noise with music or TV, but that rarely works. The stream never runs dry- I always have long, vivid dreams and I am constantly getting lost in thought. I get caught up with trying to see symmetry and balance in everything, and a reason for everything. I like seeing patterns and formulas and I like abstraction and spontaneity. Because the two sides balance each other.

Vancity89 Vancity89
22-25, F
3 Responses Feb 21, 2010

yep, sit in the stream and let it flow. let it all just be. <br />
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funny your title is what attracted me too read this, I was walking down a hall way yesterday and looking out the window. I was laughing at myself because i seem to live in lala land. I mean everything is very la la la la la to me. I don't know how else to put it, but it was very funny acknowledging the fact that what i experience would be cuckoo to most. But of course not to people that do as well! <br />
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Anyway, let it all go and relax.

Sit in the stream and watch it flow -- I know.

yep. about how I Feel.