Scars...

I wish I could go out wearing shorts and a short sleeved shirt... I hate going out and having people give me weird looks. Even at the supermarket kids would look at me, turn back to their parents and ask "what happened to the girl, mommy?"... At least it's better than someone asking me what happened.
It's not like i'm deformed... I'm a person too. Just like everyone else. Everyone has to be so judgemental...

I'm ashamed of my scars. Each and everyone them. I hate wearing clothes that show them. I try my best to hide them so why do my 'friends' think that I cut myself for attention? I don't anymore though. My 'friends' are now embarrassed to be around me. They go around telling everyone about how i'm 'EMO' and how I cut myself... People tease me about it... I'm pretty sure that besing abused is more of a reason to cut myself than for attention or because I wasn't allowed to get a new phone...

I just want to be comfortable in my own skin again.
I'm proud i've stopped cutting.
I just wish I could wash away my scars...
HyperAngel HyperAngel
22-25, F
2 Responses May 13, 2012

I've stopped for almost two years now, everyday I look at my scars and wish I could somehow make them all go away, no one understands why I did it, they all just jump to the conclusion that people who cut are crazy but if they can experience what we're going through in our heads just for 5 minutes lol I wish no one experiences that.

I feel the same way....I'm sorry.