Just for them couple of minutes, everything rushes away, out of my body, I dont think about anything or anyone, all my worries dissapear, the hurt I have inside dissapears, and even though it only lasts for a couple of minutes its great to have that, its great to now i can escape the horribleness for a couple of minutes. I have tried to stop, but its to hard! It would be great to stop, as its very uncomfortable when someone questions how you got that cut, even though you thought it was in the most unseeable place.Then the guilt I have the next day, fro knowing i hadnt harmed for ages, and then that one stupid thing happened. But how do I stop,when i have got so use to it? Its my only coping mechanism.