Bad From The Beggining

my child hood was terrible. i was unwanted, unloved n made to feel alien. i grew up with a disabled sister who was beautiful but suffered everyday. i was dragged up kicking and screaming by my so called birth mum and all i wanted was a bit of love, no chance, im now 37 and have lost my darling dad 17 yrs ago and my beautiful sister 7 yrs ago and my kids went to foster care due to severe domestic violence and now my hobby is self harm and totally destroying myself, i have no friends, no decent family and no one to talk to. i have so many scars my tattooist cant keep up with me. i have much good advice but cannot stomach my own medicine.... help
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Nov 29, 2012