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I Self Harm

Anger

By: gregmagno
Written on February 11th, 2013
I'm just feeling anger about can't cut myself like I want, with no worries of hide... T_T

Is so interesting feel the cut on the wrists, is better than cut the legs, in terms of feel...
By: gregmagno
Age: 18-21 , Male
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  • ineffable76
    ineffable76

    Thats the sucky part. Then, when you slip, the shame, regret, and excuses return. Its a ****** cycle.

    Feb 11
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    • gregmagno
      gregmagno

      True T.T indeed

      I'm a bit confused also because since my depressed episode 3 years ago, I cut, but I cut for bad feelings... but today i enjoy cut for bad and good things.... i'm feeling so strange... >

      Feb 12
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    • gregmagno
      gregmagno

      Is like I'm trying to cut for every big feeling that crosses my mind

      Feb 12
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    • ineffable76
      ineffable76

      I started because I was empty. I was so young, I didnt even realize what I was doing. Then it was sad. Then it was mad. Then for any reason. Now mostly anxious. IDK I think its just phases. Cyclic.

      Feb 12
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    • gregmagno
      gregmagno

      The strange feeling in the chest, the hole what screw your stomach.... this was the scenario what I began to cut..... yup is cyclic y.y. We all are tired of this eh?

      Feb 12
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    • ineffable76
      ineffable76

      I think the biggest cycle is desire, pride, and decisiveness to cut. That "Im a cutter, and cool with it" moment. The moment you do it. Then, the following shame. loathing, and disgust. The worst cycle. And as regular as a trig function :p

      Feb 12
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    • gregmagno
      gregmagno

      Arrghh sad true...

      Thanks for all your words!

      Feb 12
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