Well Basically I First Started Self Harming When I Was Twelve. It Was Just Some Stupid Kiddie Phase And My Best Mate Was Doing It. I See Now How Stupid I Was, Because After That Everything That Went Wrong In My Life Just Fueled My Cutting Even More. I Stopped After A Couple Of Months And Didnt Cut For 2 Years. But Then Everything Got Bad Again And Little Brother And My Grandad Died Who Was Like My Dad Died. And Everything At Home Went Wrong, I Just Wanted To Die, But Now Its Worse, I Dont Think I Can Stop. I Have Scars All Over My Body And I Cant Wear Nice Things In Summer. Noone Knows About My Self Harm, But I Dont Think They Would Care Anyway. I Just Want To Die...
ADarkAndDistressedSymphony ADarkAndDistressedSymphony
18-21, F
1 Response Mar 16, 2010

people do care, its tough, i know what you are going through as unbelievable as that may seem, and push on, persevere through the feelings of frustration anger and depression you have it will be worth it in the end :) im here if you ever want to talk just send a message