It will be a month since I last cut myself on April 26th. And, I'm not going to lie, it's kind of killing me. Last night, I was looking at all these pictures I had taken of my scars and my cuts, and it made me really depressed. It made me depressed to think that I had wasted 3 years of my life being depressed and hurting myself, which made me want to hurt myself! And I almost did, if it wasn't for my boyfriend who talked me out of it. I'm still depressed today, I didn't go to school today because of it. I haven't felt like this since April 26th, and I really hope I don't relapse again. I just feel..stuck.
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13-15, F
May 22, 2012