Inner Pain

I have not done it in over a year,but the temptation is still there,so I cant say that I am done with it for good.Sometimes though things get so messed up in life and you have no immediate options to control the pain or let it go.No one I have ever talked to understands this,they just look at me like I am dying and they cant help.So that of course makes me feel completely foolish and makes it worse.
blackcat blackcat
22-25, F
2 Responses Jun 10, 2007

You may fit into the submissive area. This would relieve you from alot pain. If you had someone to control every aspect of your life, that is if you gave your submission freely it would help.

Have you ever seen a movie called "The Secretary?" It's something you can relate to on many levels.