I Feel Nothing But Disgust

Everytime i see myself in the mirror i smile but i feel nothing but disgust with who i am. I am a failure. I can't concentrate on making a success of anything, why is that? is it because i'm a disgusting waste of people's time? How can i change, i try so hard to be a different type of person but i never move far away from the hateful wreck of a person i've become, i feel so down about this, i can't get from one day to the next without breaking down and crying till i'm horse, i feel i want to scream until theres no air left in the sky.
cohen cohen
26-30, M
Apr 24, 2007