I am 17, and never thought i would begin to self harm. For the past few months I have been feeling completely numb. I feel nothing. I don't care, and it scares me. So I just took the scissors and started cutting, i was glad i felt something. And I don't know why i did that. I don't know. In one way...It's a way for me to express to myself how much i hate myself. Because I hate myself so much, I would cut myself. I am a pathetic being...completely pathetic.