Everything Is Wrong
Its hard for me to feel happy, call me spoiled, even though i have a 'great' life. Ive got a great family, amazing friends, but nothing feels right. im always depressed, always upset. but i always hide it behind the fake smile. i dont even remember how to really smile anymore. no one notices the difference, ive been fake smiling for a long time. my hips are scarred, because i cant let anyone see what i do to myself. i disgust myself.