One Month

I made it about one month without hurting myself.
Longest I've gone in awhile now.
But sadly, these past few days the urge is coming back
The need is so strong right now. It wont go away.
I feel like I'm being broken down minute by minute
until I cant take it anymore
until I give in
and I may just say **** it and do it.
xkrissex xkrissex
18-21, F
Jan 11, 2013