I Cut Here And There

When I get really depressed and need to take my racing mind off things I cut in order to relieve the stress. I use a regular little razor blade. I love the sight of the blood and red cuts more than anything else. When I cut, it is the only time my mind stops racing. I only cut on the side of my left wrist. I do it here so the scars aren't anywhere serious. I don't cut for attention so I don't let others see. I am not really ashamed for it since I merely do it to help me fall asleep, but if people see they suddenly think something is seriously wrong with me and I am suicidal, which I am not. I don't think what I do is harmful.