I started self injuring around 7th grade and I used everything from knifes and razors to hangers and the curling iron. but since ive gotten older and my physical apperence is important to my job i havealmost completly stoppedbut i often crave it. Ive tryed using rubber bands but they dont work. I recently asked my boyfriend to smack me during sex and he looked at me likei was crazy. Am I crazy? please someone help!