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I Self-injure

I Have To Control Myself Or People Will Know

By: deleted
Written on December 30th, 2011
I started self injuring around 7th grade and I used everything from knifes and razors to hangers and the curling iron. but since ive gotten older and my physical apperence is important to my job i havealmost completly stoppedbut i often crave it. Ive tryed using rubber bands but they dont work. I recently asked my boyfriend to smack me during sex and he looked at me likei was crazy. Am I crazy? please someone help!
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Age: 26-30
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    I would say cutting is not healthy and you should seek professional help if you have such desires. You're not a freak though, lots of people, particularly young women, find themselves performing that activity. Since it's not uncommon you should be able to find someone that can help you with it.



    Wanting to get smacked a bit during sex, I'm assuming on the ***, is totally harmless and a pretty common fantasy. I think in general there are lots of people that like a little pain with their pleasure. Nothing weird or abnormal about it.

    Jan 5, 2012
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