Dear Military Man

I'm not going to say I love you, you should have no uncertainty in your mind that I do. I have proven to you over and over again that I have a deep unconditional love for you and that you are the only man I need in my life.

The little things you do reassure me that you love me too. The three words that we say to each other throughout the day, whenever we must leave each other, and as we end our conversations are just a start to the depth of feeling I have for you.  The sound of your voice on the other end of my phone, or when you send me naughty messages on EP  or the phone.  Even when you are so demanding that I should drop everything and call you in the middle of the day I know it is because you love and miss me as much as I do you. All these things give me a sense of the love you have for me. I know what love is because of you.

Whenever we fight, the only thought that's in my mind is how much I care about you.  Even in that moment my heart, mind, body, and soul belong to you. When you get low and frustrated just please remember that I'll always be there to love you, to tell you it's alright and to help you dry the tears from your eyes, even though you will never admit that the big, strong military man would ever cry lol.

This love letter is not just for the times we've talked and I found myself anticipating your very next word over and over again, it's not even just for the times you said that you loved me more than life itself.  This love letter is to thank you for being you and letting me be part of your life, for not building a wall that I couldn't find a door in, for telling me I'm beautiful when I feel so hideously unattractive, for loving me through my worst days. With all these things you do for me, is there really any reason to say 'I love you' when I know already and should I even bother saying it to you when I've already built my world around you.

I just want to thank you and thank whoever sent you for me to put my confidence in you. This letter is just a small token of what I feel for you; the rest is a private conversation between our hearts.  Can you hear mine talking to yours now?  “Thump… Thump… Thump… Thump!”

 

Love,

Jaycee

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46-50, F
2 Responses Feb 27, 2010

Thanks I guess it is about time I did that while I am feeling deep and ripe banana mushy. lol It's not too hard to figure out who he is if you read my stories and if you are my friends you know because I am always bragging about him lately lol.

Aww, this is so beautiful.