I Should Be Happy With My Life But I Am Not
I started this "group" so maybe I should share why.
I have a wonderful life. A husband who I love more than air, 2 great kids, one who will be graduating soon, the other is the light of the house. He has more energy and heart than any 10 people I know. I wouldn't trade my life, for anything. Or at least that is how I feel most of the time.
Others I feel that I am not worthy to have what I have for any number of reasons. I feel like I am messing everything up. I feel like I am not good enough. I feel like the problems my family has, are all a direct response to me. What ever the reason.
I keep trying though, and some days I am happier then others. I can't give up yet. That is one of the most important things I have learned.
Maybe I will find a way to be happy with what I have and learn to accept the fact that I am good enough, and that I am enough.
I have a wonderful life. A husband who I love more than air, 2 great kids, one who will be graduating soon, the other is the light of the house. He has more energy and heart than any 10 people I know. I wouldn't trade my life, for anything. Or at least that is how I feel most of the time.
Others I feel that I am not worthy to have what I have for any number of reasons. I feel like I am messing everything up. I feel like I am not good enough. I feel like the problems my family has, are all a direct response to me. What ever the reason.
I keep trying though, and some days I am happier then others. I can't give up yet. That is one of the most important things I have learned.
Maybe I will find a way to be happy with what I have and learn to accept the fact that I am good enough, and that I am enough.
By:
kizziekitty
Age:
36-40
,
Female
