Thankfully Yours

Four days in shame and He has now taken mercy on me. i lay here spent after His firm punishment followed by His firm generosity ;). i have never felt better, nor more sure of who i am or where i want to be. i revel in His warmth and strength. i thrive in His lessons and at His pleasure.

He has restored me to my proper place, kneeling next to His high throne, patiently awaiting His will and pleasure. He has been exceedingly generous to a horribly selfish brat. i know i do not deserve Him or His forgiveness but life without Him; if He were to release is simply unimaginable. i shutter to even attempt.

i want to prove to Him that i am worthy of His forgiveness. i want to prove that He has made an exceptional choice in me. i need to make Him proud of His submissive, proud to call me His.

i have been blessed with an extremely experienced Dominate. No other Man would have the patience and skill to train me. His strength and ability to put me in my place was quickly realized when we met and those attributes have drawn me into His web and i long to remain wrapped tightly in His silk.

Thank You Sir, for the lessons You have taught me. Thank You Sir, for believing in my potential and what i will some day be. Thank You Sir, for not giving up on me although i have shamefully disrespected You. i will prove to everyone that i am not as terrible as i seem Sir. You will be proud of me Sir.
BellealaViolet BellealaViolet
26-30, F
Jan 14, 2013