What Am I Doing?

We have been together for 4 years minus 3 months of being broken up.  He is my first real boyfriend and I do still have feelings for him but he for whatever reason does not want to settle down with me.  He dosen't even want to move in together.  I am ready for a husband and children but he dosen't want kids at all.  He is not good for me, lately we fight all the time so, what am I doing with him? I am afraid of being alone.

Be4Me Be4Me
31-35, F
2 Responses Apr 22, 2007

there are much worse things that being alone. <br />
end it.<br />
alone can accomplish many things.

Oh boy that is exactly what I did in my last relationship. We were together 2 1/2 years. I loved him but just a few months into the relationship there were a few warning bells of trouble. By the first year I was ready to end it even though I loved him it just wasn't working. I stayed in it because I was desperately affraid of being alone. I finally ended it. That was about 4 months ago and I am alone now but in my own way I am happier.