We have been together for 4 years minus 3 months of being broken up. He is my first real boyfriend and I do still have feelings for him but he for whatever reason does not want to settle down with me. He dosen't even want to move in together. I am ready for a husband and children but he dosen't want kids at all. He is not good for me, lately we fight all the time so, what am I doing with him? I am afraid of being alone.