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Posted October 26th, 2011 at 12:28AM
It's only when I'm going through my manic phases that I show emotions and I don't care who sees. I have a very cooky personality. It's like an all or nothing situation with me.
Also I'm just not naturally expressive person. I have monotone voice. I usually have a blunt affect. I am especially stiff when I'm uncomfortable.
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But you are very aware of yourself and your strengths and weakness's.
Emotions are just a coverup that people use as a kind of social camouflage.
What theyre really thinking is usally something else.
How to dominate or control you, how to pick your emotional pockets while your not looking?
The human social heirarchy, dominants and submission, we dominate or submit, and anybody can act sadistically and then become a masochist when we cant overpower someone else.
We throw up an emotional shield to protect ourselves from social aggression, and it might appear to some people as withdrawal or aloof superiority.....?
Or maybe you just see the world as it "actually" is, and it turns you off....... -
the world is a place I don't want to be a part of. I don't like most humans or what they do which maybe why I'm so withdrawn. I also don't have much in common and I don't feel like anyone could like me. I'm also too honest to fake excitement. Plus I don't know how to fake excitement. Every moment is an emotional moment. Apathy is an emotion, and so is emptiness. -
I read a few of your stories and read up on Aspergers Syndrome.....
"Some researchers have argued that AS can be viewed as a different cognitive style, not a disorder or a disability" {wiki}
Your probably not familiar with Star Trek and "Mr. Spock"
because your kind of young....but Spock was a Vulcan alien with a mind that functioned using "pure logic"
He saw "humans" as being completely illogical and weird.
Does that ring a bell?
haha!
Spock offers the captain an emotionally detached, logical perspective. The character also offers an "outsider's" perspective on "the human condition".
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mr_Spock -
haha I've heard of Mr. Spock but never watched Star Trek. Humans are weird. Older I get the prouder I become of my super logical yet creative mind. Thank you for commenting I didn't know that's how Spock acted since I don't watch the show.
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