That's How I AmI go through it everyday at work. I trust my coworkers and that means I can do everything for them with my heart and soul. They donot feel the same way about me and so when they do something I donot like, I hurts me and my heart aches, literally. I feel this pain in my chest and a stomach burn too. Its a terrible feeling. I start keeping them away. They lose the trust. I shut them out.
I have started to realize that maybe I should change the way I deal with new friends/ people on the first meet. I shouldnt give myself away. I shouldnt be the nicest person around. Myabe I should hold myself back and observe them for a while and then decide what to do ba