I Sit And Cry

You are Beautiful just as you are young lady. Let's not be so hard on ourselves here. You have many wonderful years left to share with that Special someone. For You are a Very Special Lady.

I sit and cry thinking about it

those "couples walking hand in hand" do NOT love oneanother! he's just too cheap to pay a prostitute(& he treats HER like one). those girls walking "hand in hand "with those sleazebags HAVE TO GIVE BLOW JOBS TO PAY THAT RENT.THAT AINT LOVE.THAT'S PROSTITUTION.& THAT'S SICK & SAD.

Look forward my dear. I have been where you are and many tears were shed just as you did. But God held and guided me all those times I cried at losing a love or when I had no one TO love! I understand your story completely and I said as I read "Yes I did that too!"

God is faithful my dear. As long as you trust God to bring that "special someone who loves you for who you are" into your life, he will do it! I am living proof of that!

I am 66 years young and have never married but God has answered my prayer for his mate for me that I prayed when I was just 25. I've waited 41 years and God's time has come because I will be marrying my God-presented wife next year. Both of us know that we never married before because God was working in his time to bring us together at the right time for his glory and honor.

Don't despair sweetie. There is someone special just for you in this world and God is working to bring the two of you together at the right time....God's time.

Remain strong in faith for the answer to your heart's desire because it will come to pass! Count on it!

Your friend,
Nakednfree

We can't change the past, but we can learn from it to make our future better. That one person *will* come, but until then there are still so many things you can do with your life. Keep loving everyone and everything! And it will all come back to you

Live to love, and you will love to live

Ben

Some of us were made to be alone , to always make the wrong choices , to go throught life feeling like u do right now .that's the truth and it sucks .

I was just like you. Perhaps fewer tears, as we men do, although I had those too. Like yourself, I felt the most acute pain seeing couples hand in hand.

Then, at age 59, I met my sweetheart on a dating site. Loved blossomed by my 60th birthday. It's over now, we could not take it to full, lifetime commitment. But I'm grateful for having lived though these mature-age years. It would have been a great loss to die at 58.

You are a woman, so you might more easily identify with my sweetheart. She was same age as me, only one month younger. This means she was also 59 when we met. She had a similar background of decades spent without love. We now still meet occasionally, and we call each other "my first love". Seriously, this happened at 60.

I told this story to give you hope.

Every word is what I wanna say...Last weekends, I just can't stop crying and feel so lonely.
Life can be cruel no matter how hard you try..

Stay strong and remeber that you can still have a bright future to look forward to if you just apply yourself more in the areas you have made mistakes.

I returned from Afganastan 6 weeks ago to find my wife pregnant. I have been gone a year....A Year! In that year, I have killed, I cheated death. I would ache with the thought of being away from her. The most hurtful point of this is, we tried so many times to get pregnant when I was home before. The Drs. Said we should give up and adopt. That was what I was living for. Is this punishment for killing all those insurgents?

I feel the same. Hang in there. Everyone deserves to be loved and what's meant to be will be. Don't give up.

Never give up, lady. Life is the best gift from God to us and we should make the world even better.

Same old, and time gaps are a forum to registry, where all your thoughts are assembled and become concise. A challenge if well met revisits a new embodiment of love. Love embodies all of us and is meant to share.
Step away, look away, detach, and acknowledge your problems.
Now you know your own true worth, and wether it is based on selfish motivation, then relations with anyone become too painful.
Jesus said everything is created to be destroyed, and it is a selfish act, to call upon those who have passed for love, support, and to win the lottery.
You have your own ability to create life or destroy it. including your own well oiled SOUL.
It has taken us many life times to achieve a semblance of order, and you like me, and everyone human on the planet, has been all over this like a shot from hell!
Now you have been there to Hell I mean, what did you bring back with you, that will now shed the light of your love and dreams?
Come out! You're suffering soul will find you the answers you seek!
Keep your power to overcome, and give it to another in need. No one will be lesser of a person for this act of benevolence. This is the path of the devout, it brings respect, and a moral obligation. Time invented by human beings destroys life and makes death appealing. Time destroys more able bodied persons than anything. Why? because it is an extension of ourselves, and a mirror imagery of us, now and in all of our life times. What have you spent the most time on and how has this culminated.
If you are looking at life and death then you are walking the parallels in life, that will truly take you to hell, and then you can visualize the real you.
The answers always are in the light, but the origins are found deep within the recesses of your own mind!
Well then how does our minds work? How do we draw in the light individually? You are already doing it because the parallels have given way to the almighty upright.
Man circumvented the globe using a Peri Reis Map, with latitude and longitudinal lines. This was long before we as human beings could make maps. Why? We all have to find the parallels first, and then the longitudinal lines of loves progression, become a vision, a gateway, and the cross roads that everyone is on about. A little more help from me! Trees stand up, so do mighty mountains. If you take a picture with a face setting even the tree's have faces! Come alive, live, as we all, animate and inanimate have faces of the past!
Low and behold, I've found one Moars answer!

Do not fret, my lady. Let your personality and passion radiate. You will attract the same

I hope that one day my past eludes my memory, and I too have a purpose.

I feel the same pain that you express in every word. I am sorry for your pain, and for all those tears...my tears brought me to this site tonight. I can't make it better for you or me, I just want you to know I know what you might be feeling. I wish you some peace of heart and mind.

u have summed up what i feel.....so why not talk to me and share ....iv heard speaking out helps

Oh.I regret 6 years of my life.Must be difficult to regret something at this age.

You described a big part of my life .... I have regret, feeling all the time I didn't play my cards right. I always feel defeated and cry and cry and cry. I actually look forward to dying.

Pray every day,God can fulfill your Love voids with a Love like no other. He is your Father your creator He sent His son as a sacrifice shown as Love so we by His grace have the opportunity to live with Him forever. Don't listen to the world and their negative input seek God let Him Love you the way you deserve to be beloved He won't disapoint you. Blessings

You have put into words what many feel. Lost loves, opportunities etc. Being a 50yo bloke (male) I forever sit home alone and think of just that and at times, have a cry and am never ashamed of that. For all the love lost or the one way love I have shown and had it thrown in my face, I have managed to pick myself and go on, sad at times, lonely most but in truth, do not think I would have it any other way. Over the years you look at things more clearly than in the moment, and letting my emotions out in private (and sometimes in public) has always been a good thing for me. I too look at couples together, straight, gay etc and wonder why can I now be like that, why can I not have that but maybe it was not meant to be and that I accept. Life can be cruel and so can be people, but I myself, I learn from that in many differing ways. But that is me.

I understand. Being a guy, I don't cry much, hardly actually. But after about a month or two without a single tear, I think of all the wrong I've done. Then I remember being betrayed by my own church. They just dumped me like I was lost cause, but I'm just a lonely kid looking for answers. Then I think of my future, which seems gone to me now, because I don't know what to do or expect next. I think of all my friends who I let drift away. So I literally have no one. But I think I prefer to be alone. & even after typing this, I didn't come close to tears at all, but in a few weeks I'll probably just break into tears until my eyes hurt. I feel you. It happens to us all.

It sounds terrible but it's comforting to know this doesn't just happen to me. Please don't feel lonely. I think its the worst feeling. Maybe to take your mind off of it you could volunteer at an animal shelter or a homeless shelter. Animals are great mood boosters and helping the homeless can help you realize how fortunate you are. Sure, its self denial but i think its healthy self denial

Are you a child of my god? He fills me up with love always when i ask for it. My love is Jesus, he can be yours too. Forget about couples too much uncleanness in this world. I for the most part given up on relationships at a very young age, sacrifice for wisdom and to my soul safety sake :) too many will burn in hell because of lustful desires >.<
better safe then sorry.True love is with the lord, love here on earth is but a moment. The lord can love you for ever and ever :)
i know your pain, too many do. have been there so many times before. I have sacrificed so much of myself for someone who did not care to have a relationship for me, woe woe woe unto me for making that mistake >.< learned my lesson, i have past up so many oppritunities for love with others for some1 i could not have, woe woe woe unto me i made foolish choices my own heart deceived me. I have gotten to meet the lord Jesus Christ one on one, it is up to you to believe me or not, mock scoff and all yah want xD if you will? if you want to meet and know the lord, in scripture he say, seek the kingdom of heaven 1st then the rest will be added unto you :D
seek and you will find. we are in the end times, no time better then now to get filled up with the holy spirit. Fast pray, repent of sins, ask god to reveal himself to you. Ask day after day night after night, there eventually come a time he will reveal himself unto you if you stay faithful!:D god has shown me judgement and many other things like the rapture in dreams and the works of Lucifer and his people. This information is exclusive and you will not get it anywhere nor everywhere most lie in these last days. Be wise my the right choice :)

I cry sometimes as well. I wonder about the things I could have been doing or the person I could have been. But, I guess if we look at ourselves in the mirror at least we can say that no one else is us, no one has the done the things we have done to make us.... us. And I guess that is what make it beautiful. Cheer up. your amazing, your wonderful, you are perfectly imperfect. And the world would not be the world with out you. Thank you

I know how you feel, I feel the exact way.. I know i am young and stillhave a lot ahead of me, but i always wanted to know what it's like to have someone who really loves me and treats me good. My fear is that i'd never get to experience that. You and I both deserve someone who will love us for who we are.. I guess we have to wait.

Do not worry. Love finds a way of being in a form you least expect. So dont cry. Your heart may ache and you might not feel loved at the moment, but i assure you: you ARE loved. Its just up to you to realize by who.

where you from?

aw bless, well u seem like a lovely person, and maybe if u put urself out there- u won't have to cry soon
x

Believe me..I know how it feels :'( ..I really know.. I don°t know what to tell .. I still hope in the good moments...those who would make me to forget the bad ones..and the whole the years that I wasted..I think that maybe one day even we the good persons who have a lot of good things to give and a lot of love will find something good :'( .. .maybe..