So, I was talking to a really close friend the other day and we were having a heart-to-heart and she told me some things that suprised me. Before she met me she said that she used to be an alchoholic and that she tried committing suicide more than once. But there was one suicidal story that made me cry myself to sleep that night.

She told me that she overdosed so heavily along with drinking a much that she should have died. It's basically a miracle that she didn't and it was so much to process that I didn't know how to react. I was shocked that she tried that but I was also so scared and sad that if God didn't make it so that she didn't die...she would have been gone and I never would have met her.

Even thinking about it right now fills my heart with so much sadness, I don't know how to bear it...I just, I just can't process it...I don't know why I wrote this but it just feels good to get it out there out of my heart for this little moment.
FreeeHeart FreeeHeart
18-21, F
Sep 17, 2012