Suicidal Punx

im almost 30yrs old im a punker ive been in trouble all my life two years ago i was released from prison.my body is covered with scars,i used razors,xacto-any sharp knife-as well as brands.i have alot of tattoos,used to cover up my past but one look at my arms and people get scared.ive been deppressed,ive tried to take my own life,two 5150 lock ups and many pills later im a bit better but cant shake that felling,im a drunk and wanna die.many positive changes have taken place but the dark side is stronger.AA sucks and dosent work for me,what can i do?
jerrymessiah08 jerrymessiah08
26-30
Aug 2, 2010