The Hard Truth

After spending roughly 10 years in a basement due to unchecked depression. Its hard to accept anything other than pain. This solitary wolf wants and craves affection but I really dont know how accept good things. It occurred to me how damaged i really am.

I honestly feel like I imprisoned my feelings. My identity lost, lost about 90 lbs, It feels as if i slammed 10 years into 1 to "catch up".

To make matters worse i developed feelings for my best friend. She is my everything but shell never know. I'm a mess and dont know where to start.
Blackwulf Blackwulf
22-25, M
Dec 4, 2012