Smoking and Drinking

I smoke and drink. When i was nine i was at a 21st party, my brothers best friend. I got absolutely pissed. I couldnt remember a thing exceot that when i woke up i wanted to die. ever since if there is a chance for me to get alchohol  jump on it. Replace alchohol and dogs. I found a new best friend. I have also smoked for 3 years so far. It keeps me calm and relaxed. I have a mild ADHD and when i get worked up i have been known to chain smoke 16 cigs to calm myself down.
BiPolarBear BiPolarBear
18-21, F
Jun 4, 2007