My Friend Who Kills Me Daily...

I've been a smoker for 16 years. I never leave home without my smokes. A part of me wants to quit and another part enjoys smoking. I'm afraid of the withdrawls more than anything. I've tried the patch, Chantix, E Cigs, and cold turkey, no luck with any of them. I know I have to put my mind to it to conquer this addiction but I'm not ready. Hopefully I will be one day before its too late.
Lauren0526 Lauren0526
26-30, F
2 Responses May 18, 2012

Hi,<br />
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My sentiments exactly...I think that "another part enjoys smoking" is even going to be harder to conquer than my nicotine addiction. After 27 years I've sort of resigned myself to the fact I'm going to be a life-long smoker. So, I guess. I hope you continue to find the same enjoyment and comfort from your cigarettes, as I do from mine, until you are able to muster the strength needed give up this habit for good.

I too have come to the conclusion that I may very well be a life long smoker. The only reason I have a slight desire to quit is because of my daughter. Every time she sees a damn commerical about smoking she gives me the speech. She's so sweet and I know she's looking out for me but it gets on my nerves. I don't want to wind up with lung cancer but I enjoy smoking so very much.

Just smoke and enjoy it while you can, please add.