I Smoke Too Much
I've been smoking since I was 11 or so. I am very addicted to it, just like everything else I come into contact with that is good. Hah. I try so hard to cut down just for the sake of my poor, young, already phlegm-infested lungs but I can't bring myself to do it. I say something like alright, I won't smoke tonight, or I won't smoke tomorrow morning. But then I get there and I just say "why not?"
Really though, why not! I have come to accept the permanent damage I have already done to myself. I can live with it.