I'm Done Trying It For A While

I've tried salvia around 10 times. Each time being different. I've had 3 full blown hallucination trips, and the others were mild.
I don't know if this happened the first time I was trying it, but after I felt anxious, and I was more sensitive.
     Last night I smoked it again for the first time in a while. I didn't trip hard, I DID have fun.
I enjoyed myself.

But all that day I had already been thinking of self-harm(I'm a cutter whose been trying to stop), so that night when I got home I relapsed.
All the anxiety from school nearing lately and other things was effected by the salvia I think.

This is the worst relapse I've ever had, I don't see myself going back to salvia for a while.
otter3 otter3
18-21, F
Aug 8, 2010