My Death To Salviaonce again i apologize for how much i jump around. but enjoy reading them if you can keep up.
i have done many drugs. dmt, 2ci, lsd, mdma, psyiloscybes. but salvia, salvia is one that keeps me thinking. i haven't experienced dmt as much as i would like to but the one good time i did it, it took my breath away.
salvia definitely takes my ego and put it through a grinder. i lose my precept ion on the real world. and no matter how hard i try to explain this experience i can't. to admit, i think its them keeping me from letting it out. i know what it is to die. to no exist. but it isn't heaven or hell. it isn't nothingness which i was to believe. our energy is distributed to everything we come in contact with. from ob
on to the salvia
the last trip which was probably forty minutes ago i had to fight off. i don't know why. kinda scared of what i will find. or yet afraid of what i won't find. my way back. i believe in what i see so much that when i do visit i don't want to stay. this time before i hit it i brought up google so i could have a piece or reality with me the whole time. search kalidascopes. i kept scolling up and down why the existences in my eye kept asking why am i hear it isn't time. i wish that i could trust it to know that i will come back. i want to just let my mind go with it. but every time i struck a panic mode.
from the first time to this time (i would say 32nd) its the same dimension. but sometimes i am already looking at it. and sometimes i have to turn around to see it. three people stand behind me. don't know who they are. i know one is a female. they don't look like a person but yet there presence. the feeling of salvia is like a la
just like salvia, duster / compressed air did the same thing. but more space and measure than a world. I had the moon switch places with my brain while watch the earth leave in a distant. than just as the earth come back around from the orbit, KABOOM, back in reality. i won't do duster again. the last time i did it an existence came to me and said if you visit here again you won't be able to leave. i took it as your killing yourself you need to stop.
i recommend doing salvia with someone and than by yourself. in the dark and with lights. open eye closed eye.
don't even let me get into the game shows with planets or my eye that has kids. haha.
!!!drugs are fun and your mind is a terrible thing to waste!!!