My 2 Trips On Salvia Were Like Going to Hell
About a year ago I tried a hit of Salvia 20x. I had never done any hulucinating drugs before. I went to another world where everything was black and I was a 2 dimensional red line. There were other red lines telling me what to do and I had to follow their orders or I would fall into the dark pit and die. I felt like my life had always been in a world of red lines where I took orders and this was my horrible fate.
Then I went to another world where my mom, me, and my other 4 siblings were all merged together into one 2 dimensional body. This was my reality then and it was so scary and weird. I was a arm on a flattened out body and couldn't even move anywhere on my own. This was my life and I was so shocked by it. I kept hearing my moms voice asking me to move body parts but I could only move one arm and felt detached from the rest of this body. My sibings were other body parts and we were all trapped this way stuck together as part of a body. It was terrifying.
Then suddenly I noticed I was laying on the bed in the room where I had first taken the salvia and realized I had taken it. I asked my husband who was standing over me "is that what this is" referring to the salvia and he said yes. All I could say was "OH MY GOD!!" over and over again. I was scared to death and my body felt very heavy and like it was 2 dimensional and part of the bed. I felt so heavy and like grains of sand were going through my body. I thought i was going to be like that forever. I Just kept asking if my life was real and if I would ever be normal again. I felt tricked into taking this and was blaming my husband in my mind for offering me this salvia and me being ruined forever. Only 5 minutes had passed but it seemed like it had been an eternity. After 10 minutes the effects were wore off enough where I was in the afterglow but I still felt so wierd and scared to death. I still didn't know if my life was real but hoped it was.
I was so greatful that my life was real when I came to terms with what had happend and was so happy that my trips were only hulucinations.
After a year I got brave enough and yesterday I just tried some 5x with my husband. Within 15 seconds or so I got that weird scary salvia feeling only it was less intense than with the 20x. Either way I didn't like the feeling and started freaking out walking around the apartment praying it would wear off soon. I am so glad I didn't get any visuals with the 5x but still I hated it so bad. I felt disconnected from my body. Salvia feels like hell to me no matter what strength it is. I mean it this time;I swear to God I will never use Salvia again and I cannot believe how freely distributed a powerful drug like Salvia is. Someone could really get hurt or die on this drug.