Transcending the Physical W/ Salvia

i smoked salvia as a spiritual quest, i had intentions, i was seeking answers... truths, both personal and universal... ive tried to meditate but ive never understood the feeling i was seeking to succeed... salvia introduced me to that feeling...

i was alone. i was in a dimly lit bedroom. i had explained to whatever could hear me that i was about to embark and i was open and willing to whatever they had to show me... i lit my bowl and held the hit as long as i could, and i exhaled as i layed back on my bed. before my head hit the pillow, my body was vibrating violently...at least it FELT  like it was vibrating violently... i knew what was happening though, my mind knew that i was vibrating on a different frequency than the physical realm... the physical realm, our bodies included, are just small particles of energy vibrating on a low frequency... i was vibrating fast, and hard... i felt as though i was sinking into my bed, i thought i was going to go through the floor, until none of that even mattered anymore.. i realize now that my consciousness was actually just dissassociating itself... i became one with my bed which was the floor which was my room which was, in fact, me... there was NO environment at all... through all this, the images flashing i could never describe, and im pretty sure most were personal anyway... i can explain this, however... as i was "sinking" into my bed, i felt as though it (reality) would fold over me the farther i sank. actually, i envisioned this: if existence was a blanket, and i began to sink into the middle of it, it's edges would fold up and over onto me. one edge represented our reality, and the other edge represented another reality, and the more i sank, the more i harmonized the vibrations, the closer those to realities came to intersecting. i even remember seeing a hand or two trying to help squeeze them together when i got them close enough...

the part that touches me the most is that i wasn't alone... i was alone in my room, but i wasn't in my room anymore... i couldn't see anyone or anything, but i felt their "voices"... i didn't HEAR them, but i felt them in my mind. the harder i pushed to harmonize the vibrations, i felt them tell me to keep going, and that i was almost there... when i first started pushing though, i remember a feeling of excitement, they were expecting me and happy i was there, encouraging me to make it in... i dont know who it was, but the energy i felt was familiar... old... and comfortable... i recall speaking outloud, answering them, as the experience was lucid and i know i was aware of the fact i was on a drug, writhing in my bed...

in this place, there was a very pure essence, the only word i can think of to describe it is childhood, and there was a very warm and motherly energy present.

i can recall something which could be described as a barrier between worlds... my body felt like it was being electrocuted, but there was no pain... it was actually intensely weird because i recall my skin actually stretching and STICKING to our reality... like symbiote or something...

while i never actually fully crossed the threshold, i never fully transcended the physical, i feel as though i did experience infinity. i "saw" something, i felt something... and it's something i already knew, but didn't... i feel like, in retrospect, that who/whatever was there, encouraging and guiding me, just wanted me to know that it... and they... are there... and always have been... i think its where we were before we were born and its were we'll return upon death...

 

ive not done it since, and that was 3 or 4 weeks ago.... im still analyzing the situation and trying to figure it all out before i jump back in... i thought i was ready for it, but it was actually terrifying, how fast and intense it all was...nothing in the human experience could ever prepare you for that...

phoenixdown414 phoenixdown414
26-30, M
2 Responses Mar 23, 2009

If you choose to try it again, try setting aside 15 minutes or so after you "come down" for meditation. The effect of the Salvia afterglow on meditation can be astonishing.

wow, love how you explained the vibrations, so on the mark! Also 'i think its where we were before we were born and its were we'll return upon death...' thats exactly what I feel, we have just had the chance to experience the physical