Ha! So True

It must be because I’m tired but I feel like I’m missing out on something by not having “someone”.  I have wanted to accomplish so much more at this point in my life.  When I see the good that couples share, I really feel like I am missing something, but then I see the bad and am glad that I don’t have anyone.  I would like to have a companion to be with but even that isn’t happening.  I’m tired of being alone but I’m also tired of being hurt.  There is no happy medium for someone like me I guess.  Is there someone out there that wants to be with me?  I come so close to finding someone too.  I get a taste of what I want but then the rug gets pulled from underneath me and I’m crying myself to sleep again.  IS this fun for you universe?  Like torturing me like this?  What have I done in either this life or past lives to deserve this?  If I knew what I was being punished for I can accept this treatment better.

Parthenopeaigle Parthenopeaigle
36-40, F
1 Response Apr 27, 2010

::hugs:: thank you sweetie! xoxo