This past summer, as I was getting ready to fly out to California for the first time, I wasn't sure if I felt anything at all.

I made a show about being excited every time someone asked, I packed weeks in advance.  But I'm still not sure what I was feeling, if anything.
It's been 10 months but you'd think something like that I'd remember!

axelval axelval
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2 Responses Mar 19, 2009

Culture shock?

Ohh I had the same thing! Even went to California and had it planned for months..<br />
While I was there I was in sort of a daze. I dont think its lack of emotion, I think its disbelief.