It's Hardest When You'r In Pain
i find it really hard to find words to express my pain at time's when the pain is intense and severe... it hurts your stomach when u have so much u wanna talk but cant let out coz u feel like your mouth is sealed. every time u make an effort u just gasp for breadth and it feel's like the words get stuck in your wind pipe. i fell like that every time i have to approach some one to be my friend or even to just have a casual talk coz of the instinces that have happen in my life. i have lost too many people and it scars me to think of loosing any more so i end up not making a conversation at all.