The other night I was talking to my best friend on the phone. She knows I've been hurting, she see's it in my eyes, she hears it in my voice. She tells me that she is always here for me and is willing to listen. There's part of me who wants to tell her, but when I try, the words just don't come out. "It's okay," she says, "I understand. You'll tell me when you're ready." Makes me wonder, will I ever be?