Why Me?I was benge drinking and finally opened up to a close family friend about how I really hated myself and my life and I was ready to die. Only because I am very disappointed about my life and I feel like a looser! So she panicked and called 911. I was taken to the hospital for suicide observation over night then I was admitted to a hospital mental ward! I saw some messed up insane people. I was still hungover and they were giving me all kinds of pills at least ten a day. I missed 3 days of work. I wasn't allowed to leave but they made me sign a paper that said I was there voluntarily! I was released after 3 days I lost 7 pounds and my blood pressure was really high. I am still confused I have a drinking problem why would they put me in a mental ward????
Anyway, I'm finally back to my normal routine of my miserable life, and yesterday I received the hospital bill for my 3 days which is 11 thousand dollars! I wish I could have kept my mouth shut! Why do I even waste time talking to anyone?? Now I have to suffer and probably file bankruptcy because I cannot afford this bill and my other bills like rent, car payment, car insurance, light bill, credit cards, and student loans! Now I truly wish I were dead! I haven't talked to her since my release and I don't feel bad about it either! The one thing I know now is not to tell anyone how I truly feel because they will never understand.