My house is full tonight yet I still feel lonely. My weekend foster child is fast asleep in his room, I can hear him breathing. My beloved beagle Baylee is asleep at the foot of my bed, I can hear her snoring. I am still feeling lonely. I know it is all part of my grief, I am sad, I cry and I am rethinking the reasons why input my ailing beagle to sleep. I have waited patiently for this to all pass ut I guess I am not patient enough......the house is full and I am still lonely.
Amala82962 Amala82962
46-50, F
1 Response Jun 2, 2012

It was your final act of kindness. It is never easy, I have had to do this a number of times over the years. When we love and care for our animals we do what is best for them and that is what you did. I just lost an amzing dog, I was lucky he died in my arms.<br />
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Maybe this will help you as it has me<br />
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"Don't be dismayed by good-byes, a farewell is necessary before you can meet again. And meeting again, after moments or lifetimes, is certain for those who are friends.", Richard Bach<br />
God Bless you I will say a prayer for you