Loneliness

My house is full tonight yet I still feel lonely. My weekend foster child is fast asleep in his room, I can hear him breathing. My beloved beagle Baylee is asleep at the foot of my bed, I can hear her snoring. I am still feeling lonely. I know it is all part of my grief, I am sad, I cry and I am rethinking the reasons why input my ailing beagle to sleep. I have waited patiently for this to all pass ut I guess I am not patient enough......the house is full and I am still lonely.