I Just Can't.Talking about it makes me feel needy and pathetic. That is why I don't.
If it's hurting me, it's hurting me. It's personal and I don't like to tell people things that are personal. It's easier for me to keep it to myself.
Also, saying it out loud only makes me feel worse. I'm certain I can get over it on my own, without anyone else's help. Telling someone that what they are doing is hurting me is like confessing that I am weak. Which I will not do. Because my apparent strength and lack of emotions is what keeps me going.
I don't want people to know that deep down I am only an insecure, cowardly weakling.
precarious 16-17, F 0 Jun 8, 2012