Sometimes It's Easier to Just Stay Quiet...

I only really have a few real close friends, most of which I can't talk to all the time anymore. I have one, my ex. She's a great friend, but I can't tell her everything that hurts me anymore because she left me for someone else while her and I were still madly in love. Even if the thing that is hurting me isn't her. It just doesn't feel right all the time anymore. I don't feel like I can talk to her about everything now because I like talking about everything, even if it has to do with the person she is with. So...I can't say what hurts me every time I talk to her now.

TheKidiKehT TheKidiKehT
18-21, M
1 Response Feb 28, 2009

Thanks. Yeah, I guess I could find someone better. It just doesn't seem like it because I was with her for so long and am just so used to her. I feel like no one else deserves her. I don't really know what I want anymore right now because I'm just so lost and confused over everything that is going on between her and I. But thanks again.