I Hate Feeling Lonley

I've been in a relationship for going on 3yrs, we were in the beginning always together. He wanted to have a baby with me, We each have a son with other people and when i became pregnant I felt a distance between us. Now we have a beautiful little boy 2months and he is never around. I mean I am happy that I dont have to worry about the financial end he makes sure we never go with out. OK he goes to work at 4 in the morning and sometimes he doesn't get off till 3 or later. Then after that he comes home and then goes out or he goes straight from work to hang out. I am tired of eating dinner by myself, I have no time for myself, no help. the weekends he goes out by himself he wont take us out. Then I get so angry we argue and then he wont even come home, he wont answer his cell. I am always by myself. I mean I love my boys to death but I miss the adult time. I stay home and have no friends. I dont know what to do. I feel like I've have lost myself.

proudmami28 proudmami28
26-30, F
3 Responses Feb 17, 2009

Your not alone hun! We are here for you! Your sis is right though! Put the boys in the car and do things with them! They are 2 "MEN" that will forever be with you and they love you inconditionally! Put more of your energy into themand take care of YOU!<br />
As far as "daddy" is concerned, it doesn't sound like he has done much growing up yet, he still has some wild oats to sow rather than raise his son and be with his family!! Shoot straight from the hip and tell him to either S**T or get off the pot, you deserve way better sweetie!<br />
Here if you need me!

There is more to being a dad than just financial support. Tell him it is time to step up and be a man. good luck.

in one way or another we all experience being lonely but make friends on here and you have your own car go out dont let him tell you what to do he doesnt own you ! your the mother of his child and dont ever lose yourself in a man be you