I've been in a relationship for going on 3yrs, we were in the beginning always together. He wanted to have a baby with me, We each have a son with other people and when i became pregnant I felt a distance between us. Now we have a beautiful little boy 2months and he is never around. I mean I am happy that I dont have to worry about the financial end he makes sure we never go with out. OK he goes to work at 4 in the morning and sometimes he doesn't get off till 3 or later. Then after that he comes home and then goes out or he goes straight from work to hang out. I am tired of eating dinner by myself, I have no time for myself, no help. the weekends he goes out by himself he wont take us out. Then I get so angry we argue and then he wont even come home, he wont answer his cell. I am always by myself. I mean I love my boys to death but I miss the adult time. I stay home and have no friends. I dont know what to do. I feel like I've have lost myself.