Pretty Odd

Somewhere along the way I became aware of this odd feeling I have had for quite a while now. Reality - time, is being structured by periods. Seconds, minutes, hours, days. These pass. But sometimes, they don't seem to count me in.

I can not really describe it otherwise. It feels as though I am standing still, watching the days pass me by like a train. When I hop onto that train, it feels as though no one has really missed me. As if I have missed out on certain things, and have to get adjusted to the way things are when I join the community again. I do not really... make a difference. I am just not that important.

I feel that I could be, though. I need to find out how.

JojaRodenaLente JojaRodenaLente
18-21, F
Feb 19, 2009