I Don't Need To EatI usually do eat when i'm hungry because well, that's just what you do. You eat when you're hungry. But there are just some of those days where you are hungry but you just don't want to eat or you tell yourself that you won't eat. This happens to me a lot. I tell myself not to eat because of the fear of getting fat. I know I should eat when I'm hungry, but I don't need to because I'm already fat enough. And I hate myself for that.
I hate myself with every bite. I hate that I keep eating when I'm not hungry. Now, I keep telling myself that I don't need to eat.
And I'm right. I don't need to eat. Because I'm already fat enough.
What I do need to do is lose 3-5 pounds and then I might finally be happy with myself.
WhiteSparrow 16-17, F 5 Responses 0 Dec 30, 2010