I Feel So Depressed.. I Don't Know What To Do.

I have been dating the most amazing man, that I have ever met for almost 6 months. I can be emotional, or silly, or sad or happy or anything, I can be me, and he accepts me for me. He loves me, but lately we have been having a small rough patch, and we get extra emotional or sad and end up in small arguments or bad ngihts over the smallest things, a lot of the time it is me because I get upset over something small. But anyways...

I feel like maybe he would be happier without me. I have three kids, I don't work, I go to school full time but even once I graduate I am going to be in debt from school loans. I can't afford to move financially or help pay rent. My kids can be stressful at times I have three from a previous relationship. And I just feel like I am a huge burden.. He never said any of this.. but thinking ahead I have nothing to offer him but my love. and.. sometimes love isn't enough. The most I will be offering is more stress and baggage and just a big burden on him and I feel like I will just be holding him back. 

I don't know what to do. I love him so much. :(
OwlMagic OwlMagic
26-30, F
2 Responses Jul 9, 2012

Love is something that you offer that can't be bought or replaced. That some time's isn't enough for some people. If you feel like it's going to end then it probable will. I know from experience that what you think in your heart is what you become. If you don't think your good enough for this man than he will pick up on it. I say start working on your self, build up your own self worth and become a more attractive person. Learn new things like cooking, gardening, or find things you like to do but improve you and you will become more desirable. That's what I am doing now.

I am having the same issue (minus the kids & loan) I don't know where am going in life & have this amazing guy. I am glad to know there are people out there struggling through the same thing I am.