I Feel Like An Outkast, An Outlaw... The One That Sticks Out...

I dont really know how to start this, never do... But here goes...


I donno why im posting this, guess i jus wanna get it off my chest... But im kinda feelin the same way as a couple people here... But like i say im feelin an 'outkast' so i doubt anyone could relate to me...


I dont know what it is... i just feel that everybody is selfish and only looking out for number 1, aint nobody in the world a true friend... Not even my best mates... N also its like people are making all these mistakes and then complaining, when they know its their fault... so why ask for help, but never actualy be grateful, or ever give it back?? Its like no matter how helpful people can be at times, and no matter how close u r to anybody, they aint gonna be there forever and you know that...


So why does that make me so peed off? Its like i wanna jus live my life on my own, and not associate with nobody... But that would make me more of an outkast, more lonely...


I guess i just need a bit of love in my life, someone who will be there for me whether its as friends or more, or family or anybody...


Am i crazy or does that sound right to anybody?

HesJustThatKid HesJustThatKid
18-21, M
4 Responses Jan 5, 2007

yeah. Finding a true soul-mate is really hard. Even my best friend now..just like she know nothing about me. I just want to lock myself in my own cage. But i also don't want to be an OUTKAST... so i'm still hoping, finding, and waiting someone...

its frustrating very frustrating but have some faith. i always try to think how much worse things could be and the i feel grateful. most people dont experience miracles because they dont wait long enough.

Feel like that too sometimes, but sometimes not so bad.

It is hard to find people who are willing to look past themselves, and then to realize that you need to return the favor. The Experience Project is here to help you find people that you can be friends with, if only in the virtual world.