Shutting The World Out...or Have They Already Shut Me Out?

Today I've felt a little numb.
I've felt like shutting the world out.

But I think it got there first,
And has shut me out instead.

My whole body feels numb,
I have no emotion,
Except a few tears.

I want to shout from my balcony,
Somethings I would never say.

I want to shut out the world.
I want to block out the noise.
I want to curl up in to a ball and cry.

But I sit here, numb.
Alone, and numb.

The world has already shut me out.