When Everything Goes Wrong…when I need to sacrifice what I truly love to do because that cannot give me money to support myself..
when i need to let go of someone who meant the world to me..
when others dislike me because being smart or intelligent is not good enough.
when being truthful means I have done something wrong.
when trying more than my best means I don’t reach their expectations.
when i cannot please others because I do not approve their ways.
when I cannot make friends because I don’t understand people who say something infront of me and something else behind my back
when I cannot make friends because they need me and I shouldn’t expect them to be beside me when I am alone
when i trust someone and they prove me wrong..
when I hate myself for being ‘me’
..for being sensitive
..for trying to do things perfectly.
..for not being recognized or appreciated for my efforts
..for not being cared
..for not not being loved in return
..for having expectations which cannot happen
..for having dreams which never can be true
..for being always proved wrong.
papri 26-30, F 4 Responses 1 Nov 16, 2012